Lately

Lately I'm uneasy and I tremble
Lately my mind wanders and my heart
struggles.
to.
beat.
Lately i'm not myself and I'm not "1"
Lately it's confusing to be "alive" and "well"
Lately it's hard enough to wake up
Lately my importance seems rare
Lately i'm struggling to breathe
Lately i'm unarmoured and
unAware.